For two years I have tapped into source energy while in a meditative state and thus sometimes makes dreams vivid, clear, relatively controllable, and unforgettable. An experience took place in which I did not expect to be so soon. I was complete consciousness observing a scene of a girl on the phone rambling about her beliefs about God. I could not convey her message, however, she was referring to God in a very blunt manner. This is when the dream twists, and the holographic architecture of the dream reveals itself, and I’m stuck staring into the abyss of everything that ever existed, has existed, and will exist. There was instant recognition of his presence. This is not visual recognition it is a recognition of the instance of creation, destruction, and union. I quote what he said to me “There are many people who speak of me, but non have ever experienced The One”. After that line every drop of experience and every thought ever thought was rushed out of me. All emotions poured out of my existence feeling them simultaneously. The last emotion taken was love, and the last thought taken which was the very first thought since existence, was the love for my creator who gave me the opportunity to exist. I had surrendered. I looked into him and realized that I was completely nothing. I can only explain this feeling of a baby having it’s mother leave away. After the instant having realization of nothingness, I was catapulted with everything. He gave me all the experience ever existed and destroyed, every emotion, every thought, all potential, everything that ever was, all there is, and all there will ever be was given to me. This was the experience of The One.
The feeling was very intensifying, I woke due to increased heart rate. A couple seconds before the dream ended and as well as when I woke up, there was a low pitch ringing, as well as a faint high pitch ringing within my ears which lasted 8 seconds that almost muted sound in my reality. (Near 10 khz, and 18 khz) During the noise, after wakening, I believed everyone had experienced what I experienced. Integration overwhelmed me and I thought critical change had occurred worldwide. But it seemed like it was only me who experienced this. I have strong belief that others will also experience this. Especially those consciously aware of the shift, and many of whom will not understand as they are going through it. I stayed awake a few minutes, light headed, and then went back to sleep with the thought in mind of what just happened. I dreamed again standing in bright grass and I saw on the ground a bird. The shade of its color, and most importantly the familiarity of presence gave it off. I stared at its eyes, he was form in my dreamscape, I recognized The One.
Not only did I just see the eyes of God, but I saw the eyes of myself. This brings me to my next understanding that every living being is a creator. Every action, every experience, every expression, event, idea, conflict, everything we believe is real to us, is us experiencing ourselves. Part of progression is to become more of who we are, to expand and to become more intensifying rather than potentiating. The idea is to experience multiple lives until concepts are mastered. Individuals that express themselves with diversity have more horizontal gain as opposed to narrower individuals who tend to be stuck on one idea of living, or expression. Interaction with other individuals are the biggest catalysts to further progression. We are never experiencing externally, we experience internally. This progression is the evolution of our mind/body/spirit. It is unique in bearing the allness, the wholeness, the unity in its offering to self and other-selves.